I Love My Hearthrob Love..

You belong with me..
Have you ever thought just maybe..
You belong with me..
you belong with me..

I was wondering, how was I suppose to endure this pain brought by rejection for the whole of my college life (2 and half years to be exact)?

I know I love him. I can feel it. I chose to. The thing is, he knows that I am madly inlove with him yet he refuses to acknowledge it or take notice of it. And I'm so damn foolish to still love him, to still look at him with so much adoration. And it sucks that my love, since it started, has never failed to take notice of his excellence, of his greatness, of his undying devotion to God and his admirable principles towards how the life should be lived. My eyes, since it first rested upon him, has never failed to look at him with awe, that such marvelous person has been created.

I don't worship him though.. For goodness sake, God is God and he is man. I just see in him the awesome glory of God. So much glory of the Good Lord has been manifested into this man that made my heart fall for him and love him more as if I haven't felt a single ounce of pain.

I will always love him. I learned from a great brother, kuya ronnel, that love should only be given once. Once you have given it, love the person even he/she is not your destiny. I know for a fact that my love is the one I'm going to love for the rest of my life and destined or not, I will always love him..

Hindi nman din kc ako nagmamadali..

Nagpunta ko sa school para maexperience naman ang isang araw na campus tour na wlang iniisip na klase sa gabi..

Nasa jeep na ko nung maalala ko na naiwanan ko pla yung ID ko.. shocks.. anyway, diretso pa dn ako.. As always, baba ako kalentong, sakay ng jeep papuntang teresa..
dumaan ako sa boarding house ni teejhey kc andun si kim at teng at pra humiram na dn ng regi..

Pagdating sa skul, aba ang konti ng tao.. tapos wla man lng pumapasok sa booth namin.. anu ba yan, prang tambayan lang dn.. tapos nag-Power Pakain na. 200 pieces lang ng tuna sandwiches yung pinamigay namin.. Enjoy sna, kaso bitin..

Tapos hntay nlng gumabi, wla tlga lumalapit.. Sinundo na nmin yung mga tga beda, eh ayaw sila papasukin ng ate na guard kc wla daw kmi letter.. Balik si TOSH sa white house pra sbhn kina bosmarc na ayaw sila papasukin. pagbalik nya ksma nya si hearthrob. Hindi ko namukhaan pero nakasimangot ako, alam ko.. Buti nlng hnd ako nakangiti dahil bka icpin nya, wla lng tlga yung selos ko.. Sobra ko tinamaan dun..

Anyway, napagusapan na sa CEA nlng daw. Nagtanong si Nash kung sasakay daw ba ng trike o lalakad, sabi ko, trike na pra hindi magtagal, sabay irap dahil nakatingin na2man si hearthrob.

Eh eto pa, so huli akong sister na pinasakay. Sa backride ako dahil sa loob ang beda. Eh tinamaan ng magaling, katabi ko pa si hearthrob sa backride, kung mamalasin ka nga nman, masama na nga loob mo, makakatabi mo pa yung dahilan.

Sige, keribels lang.. Pagdating dun sa cea, dedma ulit. So hintay hintay muna ng mga tao, eh andun sya sa tabi ko eh, pinili nya yun.

So worship na.. Ang alam ko katabi ko si jhong eh.. Aba nawala, at katabi ko na2man si hearthrob.. Hiya nman daw ako dahil maganda boses nya.. Pero keribels pa din dahil All for God's greater glory nman ito.. pagkatapos, andyan ka pa dn sa tabi ko? Bakit?

Meeting na, dun sya sa pole na katapat ko, haharangan mo ko hearthrob? pinaayos ko laptop bag ni Chriz brown pra makausog ako ng konti at makita si king at danica.. O sya, tumabi nman daw sya kay danica. Tumayo si chriz brown at nagreport ng committee nya, tabi nman daw ako kay nash with matching taas ng isang paa.. Eh bakit tumabi ka ulit hearthrob?

So meeting meeting.. at natapos..

Eto ang masaya, nakasabay ko na ulit si bosmarc umuwi.. Yehey for that..:) At may bago kong love, si TOSH.. Mahal kita TOSH.. I honor you..

Bitter pa din ako db?

Sabi ko nmga sa plurk,"hindi ako maniniwala hanggat hindi mo sinasabi.. hindi ako mag-aassume hanggat hindi ka nagsalita.."