"Gusto ko magbasa ng magbasa ng libro, kahit ano, at magsulat at magtravel at magkwento tungkol sa mga natuklasan ko at magbasa pa, at magsulat pa ulit, bakit nga ba ako nag-aabogado? hahaha!"
I tweeted this earlier this day. I wanted to post it on Facebook too but I am hesitant, like someone will get offended by my post.
After the SFC MM RECON, I found myself wanting to become a full time worker again. I don't really know why. I often wonder what could have happened if I just worked and did not push through with law school. What if I served in the best way I knew? What if I pushed through with becoming a full time worker?
I wouldn't really know the answer to that because I already chose law school and I have already spent 5 years into studying the law but still, kulang pa rin, hindi ako masaya, hindi na ko naeexcite maging abogado. I believe that this is the dream that God put in my heart but the fire is slowly dying and other fires are starting their burn. My heart is not in becoming a lawyer anymore, what should I do?
I am 1 month and 1 semester away from having a law degree. And as planned and as expected, I would be taking the Bar. I am terrified to go out of the real world and practice what I have studied for 5 years and 6 months, including the review for the Bar.
I don't want this fear to be the reason that I wanted to be in my shell. I don't want this to be the reason I am serving. What should I do?
