Tama na please..

Sa totoo lang, simula nung magreply ka sa message ko kanina, gusto kong bumalik pa rin sayo. Nung narinig kita, gusto ko magmakaawa ulit na bumalik ka na. Hanggang ngayon, kahit madalas ako masaktan dahil lalabas na hindi totoo yung mga sinasabi mo sakin, ikaw pa rin yung binabalik balikan ko.

You will always have a soft spot for me and you always say you love me. Pero di ko naman naramdaman kahit kailan yun. Baka nga, di mo lang maipakita sa paraang mararamdaman ko. Sabi mo pa nga, gusto mo that you can talk to me about everything but there are a lot of times that you have silenced me.

Sabi nga, in love, there's no fear. Kaso, takot na ko sayo. Di ko na alam kung paano maging ako kapag andyan ka. Sobrang sakit nito kc gusto ko na andyan ka lang. Pero parang mas makakabuti sating dalawa pag magkahiwalay.

Sana nga makapagsimula tayo ulit one day. Yung wala na yung sakit at takot ng nakaraan. Kahit magkaibigan nalang. Salamat sa lahat ha. Wag ka na sana sumagot. Naniniwala pa rin ako na baka mahal mo nga ako. Takot nalang ako na baka dumating na yung panahon na hindi na talaga. I love you.

Good bye.

"You're the one I want next to me when my dreams come true, and you're the one I want next to me if they don't."

Today marks the day that I have decided I want you and only you. I even missed my father's birthday because I don't want to be separated from you. I was willing to give up everything just to be with you. I don't regret any of it though because I would do it again granted the circumstances back then. You wanted me then. I was once your queen.

However, I see it now. Love doesn't have to feel that I should compromise my beliefs, especially my family. I admire you for having a strong filial sense. Akala ko strong na yung sakin, di pa pala.

Everything that has happened are due to my weaknesses at hindi ako dapat magalit sayo for having strong values. We are really different people at tapos na yung purpose natin sa buhay ng isat isa. I will always remember our time together as something beautiful but fleeting. Baka tama ka, siguro nga para ako sa iba. Salamat sa lahat. Di man tayo masaya hanggang huli, sana napasaya ko yung buhay mo kahit sandali. I love you. God bless us.