Brunei.

I'm researching Brunei. Wala lang. It just popped in my mind. Far and near enough. And it has a small population. No one I know goes there often, unlike Singapore. I have 2 cousins there.
I'm considering this as an option.
I'll find out more. :)

Paper town

I opted to watch Paper Towns instead of going to school and attending the send off. I just don't feel like seeing other people. Like Margo in Paper Towns, I feel that I don't belong there or anywhere near. I feel that I am bound to do something else. I want to get away from here and start over, where people don't know me. So here's my plan.

I will graduate and then get off the grid. I'd defer a year for taking the bar and go some place else and work. I will change my number and only my family and closest friends would know.

I want to write again. I wish I had always had the courage to do that. I hope to find myself in the process. I want to find the girl who wanted to be a lawyer. The girl who gets shit done. The creative girl. The imaginative girl. The girl who always hopes for the better and loves living life.
I hope its not too late to do that.
Most of the things I regret are the things I did not do.
I envy my brother, he may have lived a short life, but it was full. I wish I had his strength and courage.
I feel so alone and I feel that no one will understand if I tell them so I will do this on my own. I wish I could muster enough courage to do it.