It's been a very tough few years for me. It's been 5 years since I graduated from Law School. I've been trying to pass the Bar exam for 3 years in those 5 years and I haven't passed. I struggled to get back on my feet and to feel normal again after my last take. I finally decided to stop and reassess my focus and my life. Up to this day, I am not sure if I am living a normal life.
2 years ago, I thought I got it. I thought I was feeling fine already. That the aftermath of the storm was over. But I could not have been more wrong.
I saw this quote on Instagram. It really resonated with me.
What does my heart know?
I remembered when I was still young and about to enter college. I had high hopes for myself. I wanted then to become a reporter. I wanted to take up Broadcast Communication or Mass Communication but I listened to what my parents want that up to this date I blame them for the life I never got to live because I listened to me.
But from then on, I did what I wanted with my life.
I wasn't good at creating but my mind can imagine things. I used to just tell my idea to the creators and they can instantly conjure my idea into life.
And I was happy when I have creative ideas. I was even happier when my ideas come to life.