I have to let you go..

Hon. I always misunderstand. And the other night was the clearest you can get, of the confirmation I was asking for, months ago. I think we should really be apart. I want you to meet the real me, apart from my bar year and decide if I am really your queen or if I can be your queen. I also want to feel more like myself before I reviewed for the bar and decide if I want us in my life because us is all I can think about now and see in the future. And your confirmation just broke me. So let's finish what we set out before we met. I am too emotional. You can't take it. We're both stressed so we should be apart.

It has taken a lot of me to finally let you go. Regardless of how we feel, I have to consider that 2016 isn't really our year and I have to stop forcing it. Focus on what we set out to do before we met each other. I can't do it if I am constantly hurting.

We remain friends. No more expectations on my side. I love you. 😊