If the guy does nothing, you don't have a real problem.

“He may love you. He probably does. He probably thinks about you all the time. But that isn't what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn't do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life.”

I have always thought about this. That is why I am not concerned about my love life. I am a princess. A princess daughter of God. I should not be putting my heart out there if the man is not ready to put his heart out first. I should patiently wait because God is preparing someone for me that can take on my strong personality.

If the guy does nothing, you don't have a real problem. Until he says he loves you and does something to prove it, the urgency to think about it arises. The need to feel what your heart says and decide if it is the time to commit. But until the guy does nothing, you don't have to do anything.

"Do you ever wonder why you don't have a boyfriend"

"Do you ever wonder why you don't have a boyfriend" - the freakiest question asked to me by someone.

Earlier this day, I was surprised that Ninang Jing was visiting. Maybe, it is because of Kim's uniforms. Why I seat in the dining table, eating my lunch. My mom and her started how fat I have looked from the moment she has known me up to this day. And then, the awful question was raised.

Of course, I have asked that several times. But I guess, I don't want my body to be the first reason why I guy liked me. I don't want to believe that physical appearance is the most appealing part of a person. I want to be liked as I am. It's not that I don't want to get fit, it's just that I refuse to believe that men are shallow beings that only look on the physical appearances of women.

It is depressing though when we measured my vital statistics. I had really gotten really big!