"Do you ever wonder why you don't have a boyfriend"

"Do you ever wonder why you don't have a boyfriend" - the freakiest question asked to me by someone.

Earlier this day, I was surprised that Ninang Jing was visiting. Maybe, it is because of Kim's uniforms. Why I seat in the dining table, eating my lunch. My mom and her started how fat I have looked from the moment she has known me up to this day. And then, the awful question was raised.

Of course, I have asked that several times. But I guess, I don't want my body to be the first reason why I guy liked me. I don't want to believe that physical appearance is the most appealing part of a person. I want to be liked as I am. It's not that I don't want to get fit, it's just that I refuse to believe that men are shallow beings that only look on the physical appearances of women.

It is depressing though when we measured my vital statistics. I had really gotten really big!