Monday Madness..

My day was sort of idle and tiring. I woke up at 6:00 am and served my dad “sopas” for his breakfast and cereals for me. I took my morning walk at 6:45 am, and i noticed that my right side of the stomach was aching but I continued walking. I walked for 30 minutes and came back to see my sister already up to prepare for her school.

I sat and ate a slice of bread with liver spread and contemplated on whether to drink coffee or not. I made coffee in my tumbler while still contemplating if I should drink it. In the end, I threw it in the sink and resorted to drinking water instead because it is one of my resolutions for this year.

I surfed the internet for half an hour and gave up when I felt my eyes where shutting down so I went to my room and slept for 3 hours. I woke up again at 1pm feeling hungry, so I ate my lunch and later prepared for my 6pm class. This took me about 2 hours to finish all of this. at 3:45, I went to school by jeep and thought that it would help me if I would walk again from stop and shop to PUP, and so I did. I arrived at the school seeing some of my classmates were already there.

The classes were boring because it’s the first day of the resume of classes. Luckily, the professors dismissed us early. So at 8:30pm, I’m already on my way home. Before riding the tricycle, I bought some ponkans to serve at dinner *my dinner actually*. And while on the tricycle,I thought again of walking from Pag-asa st to our house which I don’t usually do. So I went off the tricycle and started walking. Before going home, I stopped at a nearby store to load up my cellphone which is nearing its credit limit.

I arrived home seeing dad and mom on the living room and my sister on the mezzanine which I passed by first before going to the living room. Dad asked me about my health condition. And I said, I’m so tired *because I walked*. I’m palpitating yet I didn’t say a thing about it because I don’t want them to worry.

Mom says, she’s going to get me checked up tomorrow. Weird, because I am wishing that I do really have a heart ailment but on another thought, that would be hard not only for me but also for them.

I don’t know. I really don’t know.

Sunday Love..<3

It’s sunday. I tried my best to wake up early so I can accomplish things that I planned to do today. I wasn’t able to do 4 rounds of walking because my whole bdy is sore from the past days that I’ve been exercising and walking. But I did wake up at 5:00 in the morning but went back to sleeping ‘cause everybody’s still asleep.

I woke up at 8:30 to find momand dad in the living room. I prepared my necessities for the mass and went to take my bath and head off to the church. It didn’t go as I planned because I wasn’t able to go to Valle Verde country club for THE FEAST but I heard mass at the STA. CLARA DE MONTEFALCO.

After the mass, I went to National Book Store to buy “Para kay B” and a Planner so I can’t start writing on fresh paper. I end up buying three (3) book including TWISTED 8 1/2 by JESSICA ZAFRA, SHANGHAI NIGHTS and an inspirational book *forgot the title*.. I also bought 2 STABILO pens, a PILOT ballpoint pen, and a brown planner *that I liked because it has a single page for every date*.

The day went on having nothing to do so I just surfed the internet and I didn’t notice that the time flies so fast. My mom and sister went to mass, papa went to visit kuya and I was left alone in the house and was suppose to follow mom and my sister to the supermarket. Luckily, there where plates to wash in the sink so there was something to do while waiting for them to finish hearing mass and papa to come home.

I went to the supermarket at 5:30 and coincidentally saw Diane and her sister Trisha, and there 2 younger brothers Dave and Mark. Mom said they saw the two eating ice cream on their way home *their house is just few blocks away from the supermarket*.

We bought some food to stock in the house plus my separate diet food. When we were in the counter, I saw Enrik and Kuya EJ. I thought they weren’t able to see me but when were going home, Kuya EJ was at the exits and saw me. So I greeted him and introduced him to my mom.

My mom asked who he was when were outside the supermarket, not faraway from kuya EJ yet, and I bet he was able to see me murmuring something t my mom or maybe he heard it also.

I feel so embarassed about this incident. I really don’t know how to explain to mom about the split. I don’t think she would understand if I would go into details because she’s not in the community so I just said, “sila yung nasa kabila.”, but this is not the right thing to say.

Oh well, the day went on so well and I can’t feel the monday pressure everyone is feeling right now because I don’t have monday morning classes. My classes starts at 6pm and I haven’t started OJT yet, maybe on tuesday.

I wish I could start on tuesday so I won’t be frantic when the submission for manuals are on.

I want to thank God for giving me such a wonderful day..:)

2nd day of 2010..

I’m such a loser, I slept all day after I finished my daily 4 rounds of walking at the EVERGREEN MEMORIAL+ VISIT TO KUYA (which I plege from now on to be daily too..) so I forgot to buy a journal which would contain my daily activities and rants and joys and sorrow and all. HAHA!

I had time, but the real reason why I wasn’t able to go out and buy is that my whole body is in pain. I can’t move from the bed I was lying on. But at 3pm, I tried my VERY best to stand up’cause I remembered I haven’t bathed yet and haven’t eaten any food nor drank anything aside from the two glasses of water intake I impose to drink every morning this year.

I managed to crawl out of bed and stand up and walk slowly to the living room, careful not to knock any piece of furniture around the house since I was a bit dizzy because I came from a deep sleep.

I noticed that I was feeling better everytime I walk so I walked a little around our house to lessen my body pain. After that, I bathed with warm water to calm my tensioned body.

That was what I did for the day. So boring still. I haven’t started the bible yet, I promise, I’ll find time.

First day of the year Randomness..

My first day of 2010 is so random. Since there’s no classes yet, I get to do the most random things that I’ come up with.

1.I woke up at 5am and checked my email, fb, plurk, tumblr and multiply..
2.Took 4 rounds of walking at Evergreen Memorial and visited my brother there.
3.Exercised for a while at the house to sweat the calories off.
4.Drank my morning coffee and ate my morning banana. *HAHA!*
5.Took a bath.
6.Taught mama about facebook-ing.
7.Slept for 3 hours.
8.Worked on the BUSHFIRE
9.Ate late lunch with family, ate *sapsap*.
10.Watched Precious Hearts Romances and Katorse.
11.Continue working on BUSHFIRE and surfed for some Central B group pictures.
12.Washed the plates.
13.Blogged.
14.Will watch PBB.
15. Sleep.

So random. I’d start reading genesis tomorrow. PROMISE!

Randomness for the first day of the year..

My first day of 2010 is so random. Since there's no classes yet, I get to do the most random things that I' come up with.

1.I woke up at 5am and checked my email, fb, plurk, tumblr and multiply..
2.Took 4 rounds of walking at Evergreen Memorial and visited my brother there.
3.Exercised for a while at the house to sweat the calories off.
4.Drank my morning coffee and ate my morning banana. *HAHA!*
5.Took a bath.
6.Taught mama about facebook-ing.
7.Slept for 3 hours.
8.Worked on the BUSHFIRE
9.Ate late lunch with family, ate *sapsap*.
10.Watched Precious Hearts Romances and Katorse.
11.Continue working on BUSHFIRE and surfed for some Central B group pictures.
12.Washed the plates.
13.Blogged.
14.Will watch PBB.
15. Sleep.

So random. I'd start reading genesis tomorrow. PROMISE!

MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONSssss..

As I was waiting for the pizza I ordered (which will arrive at 4:11 but arrived at exactly 4:00), I had nothing to do so I got my pen and sticky notepad and scribbled down some of the things I thought would be good new year’s resolutions..:)

Here they are:

1. Raise TUMBLARITY and KARMA.:P

-Haha! This one’s weird because it’s so random and IT”S NOT GOOD *i think*, but I really want to start blogging again and tumblr’s kinda fun as well as plurk… and twitter by the way.. I still would update my facebook though..;)

2. Healthy Living (GO GREEN! And NO to SWEETS!)

-I seriously would want to lose weight and shape up. I’ve been asking friends about GYM fees and all but I think I can get away with diet and exercise. I’m not that fat, i think..

3. NO OTHER DAY BUT TODAY!

-I’ve been procrastinating every time there are works or projects that I have to finish so starting January 1, 2010. I’ll start this policy.:) *fingers crossed*

4. LOVE LIKE NO OTHER..

-I want my love for others to strengthen. Loving like no other. Loving until it hurts no more. Loving even there’s no reason.

ALL WE NEED IS MORE and MORE LOVE!!

Haappy New Year!!! Godbless Us! Welcome 2010!:D

MY 2010 BUCKET LIIST..

Last year, we were asked by our household head to write down things that we want to accomplish for this year, be it long or short term. I think I wasn’t serious on those things that I wrote and those weren’t attainable yet as of the time being. So this year, I came up with ten (10) items on my bucket list that I’ll surely do religiously.

1. Learn a sport. * I’m not the sporty type ever since that’s why my body (stamina, endurance and physical strength) isn’t strong. So for this year, I’ll do my VERY best to learn a sport even if i’d be injured, at least i tried to learn a sport and overcome my fear of physical pain.*

2. Learn at least one (1) foreign language. *I’ve been itching to study mandarin,spanish and french since high school. Maybe, now that I will have a year before entering Law School, I’d be studying those languages.*

3. Learn a musical instrument. *I want to learn how to play the piano and guitar. Practice takes time but I think, I would manage to learn at least one of those instruments before the year ends again.*

4. Learn at least one (1) cooking recipe. *I don’t love cooking but I can cook at least the basic. I want to learn how to cook and probably, love it soon.*

5. Finish a good book within a month. *I so, so, so, love reading and it pains me now that I haven’t really finished any book this year. I would, religiously, buy and read and FINISH a good book every month. I’ll use my spare time to read it. There are things in life that you’d still learn by reading the book.*

6. Learn something for YCOM (or whatever my service will be). *I’ve been dying to learn ADOBE PREMIERE and AFTER EFFECTS but I can’t seem to get it on my own so I’ve asked help from Kuya Lucky and He said yes.. The only problem now is finding time to learn it. I would definitely find some time to study it for the love of God and my service. I would also study about lights and photography.*

7. Save 1000 on my allowance every month. *I noticed I’ve been spending much on food and other stuff last year so this year I would spend wisely and invest on more important things other than food and nonsense things, anyway, i would be on a strict diet this year, so less spending on food and more to saving.

8. Do a 365-day journal/diary/record of daily and special events of my life. *I want to take note of the best things that happen to me everyday and see God’s message for me. I still prefer to write it down on fresh paper so I could treasure it even technology isn’t available on places I would go.*

9. Finish a book in the BIBLE every month. *I realized that I have been neglecting the BIBLE. I wasn’t reading it for many months now. Before, I thought that I wasn’t reading it because I don’t have a personal BIBLE. But now that i have one, I’ve been neglecting it. This year, I would surely, definitely and religiously read it. I’ve been wanting to meet my Christ and by reading the scripture, surely I would see things that I thought I have known for a long time about him.*

10. lose one (1) kg. every month, 1 kg for this year. *This time I will be serious on losing some weight. I noticed that I’ve been gradually losing body coordination and have been easily inflicted by sickness because of my weight and weakness. I decided to be a vegetarian this year and only fish meat is allowed to be considered the source of protein. I seriously would like to lose weight before graduation comes so I would look good on whatever I’ll wear.*

*I would also do some fasting alongside my bucket list..:)

This things would be a torture to me at times because this is going against what I have been doing for the past year, but doing this would also be a lot of help for me and for the people around me also. I pray to the Lord that I’d be able to do this and never break any of it until the next year comes.