RH Bill

I think rh bill is a good bill. The only problem is its implementation. The thing is, we really a lot of great laws but the people lodged with power of implementation seems to have different interpretation of the provisions of the law. And i think,there would come a day that lawyers would not be needed anymore.

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I'm having trouble..

So here's the thing. I'm having trouble with my sleep. This started when the whole rituals fiasco started. Since then, i have been waking up in the middle of the night,shaking. I had trouble going back to sleep. So I finally decided that I have to put an end to this. Not only because of sleep but also because of a lot of things. Putting an end to it was the only solution. And so I mustered up all my will and courage,and finally told them that I am dropping of the rituals. And also, I told them that I can't stay in the group anymore.

It's been almost a month, and I still have troubles with my sleep. But I think,my mind is finally clearing up.

PS. I didn't get to see the Meteor Shower last night. I forgot. :(

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Library,Church,Milk tea and Lights

I went to Pasig Library today to review. I told my mom that I would be going to class, but I already know from last night's facebook post that there wouldn't be a class today. Okay, I planned this because, I think I need this. I can't study properly for the subjects. I need to study more because I have disaffiliated. I have to show them that at the very least, disaffiliating did me good.

I studied for 3 hours, because I went there around 2 in the afternoon and the library closes at 6 in the afternoon. But I think I'm halfway through my readings already. I plan to go there earlier tomorrow. I have a class at 6pm so I have to go at 3pm and resume reading when I get to school.

After going to the library, I went to the church. It's been a while since I last went there. I knelt and all I can say is "Lord". I don't know what to say. I don't really know what this is. I just went there to be still. I know the Lord already knew what this is. He already knew that I would be seeking His guidance. He already knew the way on how to solve this emptiness. He already knew all of these because these are part of His greater plan and I trust Him.

After that, I went to order for Lasagna Supreme at Greenwich and headed to my new found milk tea place, Floakers. This place is like Ingen. I like it because few people go there and I get to study without the people's noise.:D I am disappointed with my lasagna and thought that I shouldn't have ordered it when I found out that Floakers already has nachos and carbonara. The nachos and Bleberry Yakult was great! I will try the carbonara next time!:D

And oh, I noticed the dancing lights in the Pasig Plaza, it's like the lights show in Ayala Triangle. Great Job, Pasig!

Dilemma

So, yes, I have disaffiliated recently with my fraternity. Well, technically, one cannot disaffiliate from a fraternity but then, I regard what I did as such.

I am sad and devastated. Mourning, as you may call it. I never imagined that I would be doing this. Well I did. So what I can do is to stand firm with my decision.

Anyway, I've been thinking about things. A lot of things actually. One of these is law school. I have been beyond lazy when the semester has started. I feel tired. Why is that? I don't feel like reading anything. I don't feel like going to school except on Thursdays.

Maybe it's just now, next year, when classes resume, I would regain my stance.

I do love law school, you know.

Awkward!

I got a call from someone earlier. I did not expect him to call me again after I disaffiliated. He initiated the call, but since I am using a different phone when he called, I missed it. So I called him back, only to find out that he would make it seem like I was the one who made the call first. Hahaha! I don't want to talk to him anyway. The call was awkward, but I managed to deviate the awkwardness into something professional. Never gonna call him again! I never intended to, when I have already made up my mind and heart to disaffiliate.:D

Yes, I am having a hard time moving on. But I know I will, eventually. I want to leave everything in the past. It's a good thing the year is just ending and I am happy that I am with my community again.

My mom said, the reason why I decided to disaffiliate is because RIGHTEOUSNESS has already taken over the WRONGNESS in me. Right and Wrong is not balanced, as what they (org)has always thought us. Maybe she's right. Maybe. I don't know. But I have made up my mind. I am never coming back.

I am not yet feeling it, but I know I will be happy eventually.

I should not be feeling this way. I did not study for it like they did. I just wish i could go thru this sem without a failing grade. Please Lord,just this once, I promise I'll do as you will. Let me go through this without a failing grade. Thank you! May Your mighty will be done.

Slowly but surely

Minsan impatient lang ako eh. Gusto ko na maglovelife. But then, naiisip ko na okay lang naman din ako na single. When I read a friend’s post about being impatient or parang the related or same kami ng nararamdaman at the moment, napadasal lang ako na “Lord, ito din yung gusto kong sabihin sayo eh.”

When I read, “I Kissed Dating Goodbye”, nung highschool ako, I learned the importance of getting to know someone before you delve into the realms of courtship, and I realized how exhausting it could get, considering I was really young then. And I literally kissed dating goodbye. And now I want to read ‘Boy meets Girl’, may be I am ready for courtship, maybe I am ready for a romantic relationship, maybe lang naman.Siguro I missed the signs. Siguro masyadong mataas ang standards ko. Siguro oblivious lang ako sa mga nagpaparamdam. My pace might be slow, but I know this is the Lord’s pace for me.