Panaginip!

Nanaginip ako, parehas na daw kami ng gupit ni ate riah. Nagpaiksi din sya ng buhok. Andun din si oslek. Nagselos sya nung kinilig ako dun sa crush kong wattpad character. Mukhang nagkkwento sya kay ate riah ng tungkol sakin sa panaginip na yun. NakaJCS shirt sya dun sa dream. Naputol ang kamay ko ng hindi ko namamalayan at may ospital na nagyeyelo ang hagdan, struggle dumaan. May hot pursuit pa daw ako nadaanan habang pauwi. Kaloka ang panaginip na ito. Hahaha!

I can't wait to be free..

"I'm a citizen of the world." - Gisele, Fast 6

I often feel that when I stay long in a place, I start to get bored. It's like, I should not stay that long. It's a complicated feeling like, I don't belong but I belong. And I get so much frustration that I can't go to places that I want to go to, yet. It's like my wings are tied down. I can't wait to be free..

1st degree..

"GET UP, DRESS UP, SHOW UP and NEVER GIVE UP!"

Nakabangon ako despite this shitty feeling! Carry on! Press on! Kaya mo yan!

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"Don't be too hard on yourself."

"Don't be too hard on yourself."

I've been telling this for a couple of months now. But I just can't stop being bitter, not just yet. I need an intervention.

How?

How do you react without overreacting? How do you fight the urge to cry when all you want to do is breakdown? How do I make you feel that I got hurt without you knowing that I got hurt?

Outburst

Sa pagbalik ko sa SFC, tatlong tao lang ang tinuring kong pinakamalapit sakin sa SRDL. Si Jecai, Anya at CJ. Just recently, na in a relationship si Jecai at mukhang si Anya at CJ na.

Di ko maintindihan tong nararamdaman ko. Masaya naman ako para sa kanila. But then, parang na-o-OP na ko. I feel left out. Lagi nalang ganito, ako yung hindi nagmamahal, ako yung hindi madaling pasayahin, ako yung laging naiiwan. May mali ba sakin? I want to know.

Ako nalang yung palaging unang nafofall. Ako nalang yung laging napapaasa. Ako nalang yung palaging mas matindi magmahal.

A necessary break from the fasting..

On the 11th day of the Lent Season, and my 9th day of fasting, I decided to go on Facebook for the remaining days of the semester. It was going smoothly, only that I am not informed about important matters which are school related. Anyway, I resolve to checking it from time to time because I still need it. After this sem, I'm going offline again. I hope the Lord would understand..