I am Unique

For the past days, I was really pre-occupied with my thoughts about certain stuffs like SHOUT, school, and other stuff. But what really bothered me most was the SHOUT. As mentioned on my earlier blog entries, I 'm so pissed about the idea of not being to attend the SHOUT. Since it'll be my first time to really serve in a new program, I really want to come and equip myself with learnings and teachings. BTW, my new program of service is YCOM.

I started n community based. I grew up in that program. All about community based, I know. But putting me into YCOM, It's like putting me as the vocalist of a famous band. And of course, what will happen, DISASTER!

SO okay, I got to attend the YCOM SHOUT. I came late. It started friday but I arrived at 3pm of saturday. I am very much doubtful of myself,of my abilities and capacities. I was also scared that people may ask me to do things that I don't know how to do.

That night, God spoke to me. With all the worries and insecurities inside me, I won't be able to work as what was recquired in YCOM. The program is all about BELIEVING to the MESSAGE and PROCLAIMING the MESSAGE to people. This how creative evangelization starts. I may not know how to use premiere,photoshop and other softwares used in doing wired stuff. I may not know how to dance,act or sing. I may not be good in writing. My grammars may not be perfect. But as long as I give my all to HIm, skills wouldn't matter at all. He doesn't want the best people to do the proclamation of His message but He wants people who know how to listen and knows how to believe.

In serving God through YCOM, there are things that would change in my life. But I am really sure that this is to make a better person for God.

YCOM..?

YNOT!!!