More L O V E for 2009..

A few days before 2008 ends, I was having an emotional breakdown (?).. I'm thinking about a lot of things. It did overcome my sanity and all I did was to mourn and mourn and grieve and rant.

I said in my previous blog that I can't feel peoples' love to me (or so I implied).. I doubted everybody's love for me, their sincerity, their trust. I mourned. I cried. I grieved. And the other night, I went really crazy about it. I can't really figure out what was really happening to me. I can't put into words what on earth were running in my mind that's really bugging me.

But, praise God, I was able to pick myself up and put some sense into what's really happening me. Thanks to my ever bright household head, KC, I was able to track down where all my doubts came from. I would also want to thank JIll, her blog said everything that I was going through only that I forgot to thank the Lord for everything that I was going through.

After knowing what I felt (thought of, cried about, ranted upon), here's my new year's resolution. This year, I will work on re-opening my heart to all the people (loving or unloving) so that I can feel their hearts more and also, so that they can feel the overflowing love that I have for them, especially the people closer to me.

More LOVE for 2009!!! (quoted from kakay)