Happy new year!

Saying that this year was another roller coaster ride is a cliche. But, indeed it was. And for this year, I want to experience a lot of things, that I was not able to experience during 2012, and so here it goes.

+ I want to always pass all my subjects. For the past 3 semesters, I always get 1 to 2 failing grades on some subjects. I just want to get pass through law school without a failing grade and if possible, with the highest grade.
+ To always perfect the exams / get the highest score in the exam. I was contented with my grades even if it did not get to the passing rate, I was so complacent. In 2013, I would not be complacent anymore. I will study hard and will do everything so I can achieve this.
+ I want to go to Ilocos on summer and to be able to travel to another country. Visit old churches and spend more time with family and friends. I want to travel. But my lifestyle and situation has prevented me from doing this. I want to go to other places and explore many things.
+ Learn how to cook. This season has got me thinking about learning how to cook and also to bake. I want to know my way through the kitchen. And also, I want to learn it for future purposes.:D
+ Save up for something. I have to save more because I don't have a work yet. So I have an emergency budget if ever I wanted to go to other places.
+ Workout. A lot of people who has onl seen me now has commented that I have lost weight. And so I will continue that project. The project of reinventing myself. I know I still have a long way to go, but I know I can make it! AJA!
+ I want to travel with someone. I want to be able to travel with other friends, boyfriend maybe if the Lord would already grant me that gift.
+ Be able to get touchy (hug,embrace,kiss) with the people I love and be able to talk to someone with eye contact. For the past years, I have been afraid of any physical contact with other people that I have missed the great feeling of being able to express yourself through actions. I haver been afraid of expressing myself even through words because I get so emotional. I am tired of always having to put a brave front.I will be FEARLESS!
+ Make new friends and get reconnected with the old ones. My world has been always big and it has gotten smaller when I joined the fraternity. I was not able to see the world. Without bitterness in my heart, I want to go back to my home community, CFC CENTRAL B.
+ To really fall in love and life. I have been single for the past 7 or 8 years. And in the past, I think I have been contented with the "left overs". That is not satisfying. And I believe, the Lord did not plan for that. It's just that I was so stubborn. have been holding on much to long for the things of the past, for the things that are not for me. This year,I want to really fall in love. I want to feel love and be loved. I will stop from having to beg for affection and pay attention to people that truly want and respect me.
+ To Serve again. I was side-tracked by a lot of things. But I understand now that I have to be lost so that I can be found again. I want to serve again. I will use my studies to inspire more people. I know now that it's because of this that I have to go through all of those hardships and pains.

I thank the Lord for the year that was. It was because of Him that I am the person I am now. He made sure that I will be able to come HOME. And for this, I will face this year with high hopes, much love and soaring faith. :) Happy new year everyone!