I will always love you.

I was going to send this in your email but it seemed that you deleted it at nakablock din ako sa fb and I don't even know if you will receive this, but nevertheless, I'm gonna text it to all your numbers saved in my phone and I doesn't matter if you bothered to read it or it pissed you off. I'm just gonna go ahead and say it.



How did we end up here? I'm still shocked, how fast it happened. One moment you want me and then the next moment, you want to fuck bitches. I miss you and I still love you but I don't want us back. All we did was hurt each other. We were never ready for each other. Yet we continuosly tried to make it work but it will never work because we are two different people that can't compromise and can't meet halfway. Like I always say whenever we try to part ways (and I guess this will be the last), I don't want to be bitter. I don't want to remember you as the selfish jerk that got me to act crazy (because I am already 50 shades of crazy). I want to remember you as my toughest lesson of 2016 and a big part of my redefining moment. I will not delete any of our last conversation that did not last for a month (Haha!). Even you number. Our chats and emails. This will serve as a reminder to me that time is fleeting and no matter how serious you are about a person, it will eventually end. We might have ended, but the lessons of this year will always burn in my heart. We will move on. Good luck on your bar. I hope we both make it. And when we see each other again, please, will you smile at me? Forgive me for wasting our time.