I used to believe that I love you was enough.

I used to believe that I love you was enough. And that if you both love each other it would be easy and it would be stupid to not be together. And that love is supposed to conquer everything. I must have been, somehow, bitter at the outcome of my first serious relationship. No matter how I tried to stay positive in life. I must have been angry all this time because I feel defeated and betrayed. I told my secrets. I bared myself. But I trusted the wrong person.

Love is enough. God is Love. God is enough.

I will never stop believing in love because that is what lead me to you and ultimately, to my true self. And it is what has got me through all this time. When I finally meet the person that is worthy of my trust and love, I would be ready, physically, emotionally and mentally. I hope the same for you.

I know I said it a hundred times, but I'll say it anyway. Thank you for allowing me to feel this when I'm still at my worst. I thought that you can never handle me even at my best. Thank you for making me realize my true self. Thank you for letting me go. Thank you for the times you made me feel loved. And thank you for making me part of your future even for a brief period.

I'd probably love you always in a certain way. I have built a future with you in it, It will take years to get you out of my system.