Lian Ai Da Ren- Show Luo Zhi Xiang ft Dee Hsu

Together: HEY YOU jiu shi ni
Qing kao jin wo huai li
Bie jia zhuang bu zai yi
Ni ming ming dong le xin
SO BABY jiu shi ni
Qing bu yao zai you yu
Wo men wan ge you xi (YEAH)
Jiao L.O.V.E.

Xiao S: Gei ni yi fen zhong
Ruo hai bu xin dong
Ni jiu shi mei zhong
Zhuang zai ku ye zhi dao mei yong

Show: BABY ni bu hui dong
Wo jiu shi yao ni xin ji
Wo lian ai wu di
Ke shi ta deng de hen ji
COME ON

Together: HEY YOU jiu shi ni
Qing kao jin wo huai li
Bie jia zhuang bu zai yi
Ni ming ming dong le xin
SO BABY jiu shi ni
Qing bu yao zai you yu
Wo men wan ge you xi
Jiao L.O.V.E.

Xiao S: THAT'S RIGHT
Show: YEAH YES I DO

Show: Yan shen bu neng zai hu
Tai du ruo you si wu
Ni zi ran jiu hui
Gen wo zou
Qing chang lu

Xiao S: Ni dao di xing bu xing
Jing wan wu liao de zhao shu
Wo kan guo de zhu
Ke shi da ren de cheng du
COME ON

Together: HEY YOU jiu shi ni
Qing kao jin wo huai li
Be jia zhuang bu zai yi
Wo ke neng xi huan ni
SO BABY jiu shi ni
Qing shuo ni hen kai xin
Wo you dian xi huan ni
You dian xi huan ni

Show: HA HA
Ai shi ge YA guan xi
Ta rang wo de shen bian
Cheng le tan lian ai de ji qi
Shui yu jian ni
Lian da ren ye hui ren shu
YA wei shen me shi ni
Wo zhi xiang wen
Wei shen me xi huan ni
Wo yi xi huan ni

Xiao S: YOU'RE SO CUTE
SO WON'T YOU COME TO ME
Zhu tou cai hui yi zhi wan you xi
Shua xin ji

Together: BABY jiu shi ni
Qing kao jin wo huai li
Bie jia zhuang bu zai yi
Wo xiang wo xi huan ni
SO BABY jiu shi ni
Qing shuo ni ye yuan yi
Wo yi zhi xi huan ni
Yi zhi xi huan ni

Together: BABY jiu shi ni
Qing kao jin wo huai li
Bie jia zhuang bu zai yi
Wo xiang wo xi huan ni
SO BABY jiu shi ni
Qing shuo ni ye yuan yi
Wo fei chang xi huan ni
Fei chang xi huan ni
Fei chang xi huan ni

Ayoko na..

Ewan ko ba, minsan kc ang tanga ko nalang din..

patuloy pa din ako. Sige pa din ng sige..

Madami nagsasabi matalino ako. Magaling ako. Kakauba akong magtrabaho. At success ang lahat ng kinacareer ko..

Badtrip, anong hold mo sa'kin? Nagagawa mo 'kong gawing tanga. Nagpapakatanga ako sa'yo..

Ayoko na talaga eh..

Pwede na sigurong tumigil..

Ayoko na din makarinig ng tungkol sa'yo..

Ayoko na makaisip ng kahit ano pa..

AYOKO NA!!!!!

Anu ba dapat?

Napansin kong masaya sya nung mga nakakaraang araw, bakit kaya? At nung huwebes nabasa ko sa plurk message nya, confused sya, bakit? Biyernes, nakita ko yung mga comment nya, ayun na, inlove na nga sya..

Sa wakas, inlove na sya. Pero kanino? Masaya ako para sa puso nya. Masarap kasi ang pakiramdam ng naiinlove. Ang gaan sa pakiramdam.

Pero, hindi ko alam kung magiging masaya ba ako, kung okay lang ba ako? Kasi nman, sa itinagal ng panahon, sya lang ang nakita ng mata ko. Sya lang yung naramdaman ng puso ko, sya lang yung hinangad ko..

Hinfi ko na alam ang dapat ko maramdaman. At sa itinagal tagal ng panahon, ngayon lang ako napamura ulit. Nabasa ko, masaya sya. Hmm.. masaya pala sya, wlang dapat ikalungkot, sabi ko.

Masaya ako dahil nagmamahal na sya ulit, malungkot ako dahil nagkataong hindi ako ang minamahal nya..

You'll always be..

These past days,my post were about my love. How much I love him and why I love him. I've been always thinking of the things that I'm saying. Maybe I have done too much. I have exaggerated the description but it's the same thing.

These past days, I've been thinking about myself. If I am still happy. If I can still endure the pain. And I found out that,I can no longer go any farther. I can no longer pursue this feeling, this passion, this hope for I am too weak. I am tired.

Over the duration of the camp, I realized that I needed time for myself. I needed time to think about myself, to love myself and to be one with my own mind again.

I think I'm overdoing the love show that I forgot to love whom I should first love.

I decided not to look at him 'cause he's so dazzling and I'm afraid he'll blind me. I decided not to talk to him, good thing he, also refuses to talk to me. I will delete his phone number. I know he exist, but I'll pretend he doesn't for my heart.

In 3 months, he'll be out of the school. Out of my life and I hope, out of my heart as well. This has been the most tiring and painful three years yet greatest years in my life.

I already gave him the gifts I wanted him to receive. The butterfly has also died. And I think, this is the time for my heart to retire.

I still know that I will always love him.

I Love My Hearthrob Love..

You belong with me..
Have you ever thought just maybe..
You belong with me..
you belong with me..

I was wondering, how was I suppose to endure this pain brought by rejection for the whole of my college life (2 and half years to be exact)?

I know I love him. I can feel it. I chose to. The thing is, he knows that I am madly inlove with him yet he refuses to acknowledge it or take notice of it. And I'm so damn foolish to still love him, to still look at him with so much adoration. And it sucks that my love, since it started, has never failed to take notice of his excellence, of his greatness, of his undying devotion to God and his admirable principles towards how the life should be lived. My eyes, since it first rested upon him, has never failed to look at him with awe, that such marvelous person has been created.

I don't worship him though.. For goodness sake, God is God and he is man. I just see in him the awesome glory of God. So much glory of the Good Lord has been manifested into this man that made my heart fall for him and love him more as if I haven't felt a single ounce of pain.

I will always love him. I learned from a great brother, kuya ronnel, that love should only be given once. Once you have given it, love the person even he/she is not your destiny. I know for a fact that my love is the one I'm going to love for the rest of my life and destined or not, I will always love him..

Hindi nman din kc ako nagmamadali..

Nagpunta ko sa school para maexperience naman ang isang araw na campus tour na wlang iniisip na klase sa gabi..

Nasa jeep na ko nung maalala ko na naiwanan ko pla yung ID ko.. shocks.. anyway, diretso pa dn ako.. As always, baba ako kalentong, sakay ng jeep papuntang teresa..
dumaan ako sa boarding house ni teejhey kc andun si kim at teng at pra humiram na dn ng regi..

Pagdating sa skul, aba ang konti ng tao.. tapos wla man lng pumapasok sa booth namin.. anu ba yan, prang tambayan lang dn.. tapos nag-Power Pakain na. 200 pieces lang ng tuna sandwiches yung pinamigay namin.. Enjoy sna, kaso bitin..

Tapos hntay nlng gumabi, wla tlga lumalapit.. Sinundo na nmin yung mga tga beda, eh ayaw sila papasukin ng ate na guard kc wla daw kmi letter.. Balik si TOSH sa white house pra sbhn kina bosmarc na ayaw sila papasukin. pagbalik nya ksma nya si hearthrob. Hindi ko namukhaan pero nakasimangot ako, alam ko.. Buti nlng hnd ako nakangiti dahil bka icpin nya, wla lng tlga yung selos ko.. Sobra ko tinamaan dun..

Anyway, napagusapan na sa CEA nlng daw. Nagtanong si Nash kung sasakay daw ba ng trike o lalakad, sabi ko, trike na pra hindi magtagal, sabay irap dahil nakatingin na2man si hearthrob.

Eh eto pa, so huli akong sister na pinasakay. Sa backride ako dahil sa loob ang beda. Eh tinamaan ng magaling, katabi ko pa si hearthrob sa backride, kung mamalasin ka nga nman, masama na nga loob mo, makakatabi mo pa yung dahilan.

Sige, keribels lang.. Pagdating dun sa cea, dedma ulit. So hintay hintay muna ng mga tao, eh andun sya sa tabi ko eh, pinili nya yun.

So worship na.. Ang alam ko katabi ko si jhong eh.. Aba nawala, at katabi ko na2man si hearthrob.. Hiya nman daw ako dahil maganda boses nya.. Pero keribels pa din dahil All for God's greater glory nman ito.. pagkatapos, andyan ka pa dn sa tabi ko? Bakit?

Meeting na, dun sya sa pole na katapat ko, haharangan mo ko hearthrob? pinaayos ko laptop bag ni Chriz brown pra makausog ako ng konti at makita si king at danica.. O sya, tumabi nman daw sya kay danica. Tumayo si chriz brown at nagreport ng committee nya, tabi nman daw ako kay nash with matching taas ng isang paa.. Eh bakit tumabi ka ulit hearthrob?

So meeting meeting.. at natapos..

Eto ang masaya, nakasabay ko na ulit si bosmarc umuwi.. Yehey for that..:) At may bago kong love, si TOSH.. Mahal kita TOSH.. I honor you..

Bitter pa din ako db?

Sabi ko nmga sa plurk,"hindi ako maniniwala hanggat hindi mo sinasabi.. hindi ako mag-aassume hanggat hindi ka nagsalita.."

First Time Selos Experience..

February 17, 2009

First time ko magselos sa ibang babae ng dahil kay hearthrob..

Pero bago yun, kwento ko muna ang masayang first day ko ng campus tour (second day na yun dahil wla akong pasok nung monday).

Ayun, hnd ako nakapasok ng World Literature ko kc may ginawa ako na akala ko ipapasa that day, so pagpasok ko, wla pa yung booth sa white house. diretso ko sa unyon, andun si danica, orange, baby greys, mama rose, at yza.

so set up na, tapos ng math of investment ko, baba na2man ako kc wlang E-Global Marketing. Andun nanaman si mama rose na nakasabay kong umakyat sa 6th floor dahil may klase, tapos wla pla. Nagyaya si Abi sa TIP dahil may mahalaga daw syang isasauli kay Ate Tin. Eh wala, andun lang si Ate Claire at Rm.

So ayun, balik sa school, at na-ambush ako ni Meg. Sharer daw ako sa talk 4 ng youth cam training. OO nman ako kc opportunity yun pra magglorify ko si God. Though hnd ko tlga alam kung pano iseshare ang experience ko.

Everday may worship after ng closing ng booth. Tapos,ayan, bago magstart, dumating si hearthrob.. Awkward ang feeling kc nababasa nya ang mga plurk ko at malamang nabasa na nya ang blog ko, pero keribels pa dn kasi totoo naman tlga yung mga sinusulat ko dito at yun ang nararamdaman ko.

Anyways, so talk na. Yehey for that kasi si Kuya Epoy ang nagtalk.♥ At nasa bandang likuran ko lang si hearthrob, kamusta nman ang pinaka-awkward na feeling. Kinig kinig na kami lahat.

Sharing na, anu ba yan si kuya epoy, kasinungalingan ang introduction (peace), ayan, sabi ni Bosmarc andun daw si Sir Doyle.. OH NOS! andun ang household head ko.. Ano nlng iicpin nya dun sa introduction. Tapos na sharing, glory to God. Tapos na din YCT.

So eto na, kakain daw si kuya epoy at hearthrob, sma daw ako.. OH NOS! Ano ko epal dun? So cnma ko si bestfriend teejhay, eh ayun nman pla ksma dn si Meg, so okay na.. Happy kc madami kami.

Noodle House daw sa may Albina, sige, chicken and beef mami. Ayan na, eto na si ate na ewan. Sabi ni hearthrob ayaw nya ng bawang. Dumating na yung order ni kuya epoy, MEg, teejay at akin tapos yung salted egg ni hearthrob, pero iba yung nagserve. Eto na, dumating si ateng nagpapacute na dala yung beef mami ni hearthrob na punung puno ng bawang.. What Duh?! Hindi sya nakaintindi.. So todo sorry sya kay hearthrob..

Hooray to kuya epoy!♥ Dinepensahan nya ko, sabi nya, "Ate, kapag sinabi ni hearthrob na okay na, okay na," with matching amba ng tusok ng tinidor *kung ako yun bka tinamaan ko pa yung ate dahil malapit sya skin). So kunwari nageenjoy ako sa asaran kuno kay hearthrob, what duh, mananapak na kaya ako!! Tapos ang alat pa nung mami.. What duh tlga!!! SO habang kumakain, kumakanta pa ever si ateng nagpapacute, eh hello ate, serenata kaya yang kinakantahan mo!CHE!

So tapos na kami kumain, at sa asar ko, nauna ko lumabas, at nsa pinto pa si ate. Nako, Kate, kalma kalma, bka mawalan ka ng kontrol (bibigwasan ko 'to). AT eto na, hindi na nakatiis si ate, "Kuya,crush kita, kain ka ulit dito ah,".. WHAT DUH!!!! Suntukan nlng o ano.. At kinawayan pa ni hearthrob.. ARGH!!! Paasa ka boy! hindi makakatulog yun!

So parting ways na daw, sa kabila si teejhay at meg, ksma si hearthrob, Waah, kay ate na hnd mo kilala kumaway ka, tapos skn na kaibigan mo hnd ka man lang nagpaalam, WHAT DUH?!?! *sniff sniff*

*clap clap& to kuya epoy kc hinatid nya ko sa sakayan ng jeep. pero nagkwentuhan muna tungkol sa nangyari. Napancn nya na hnd ako kalmado at nanginginig ako. "Eh kasi nman kuya epoy, bakit kelangan nya kumaway pa, at bakit nman kc nagpapacute pa sya, at bakit nman kc lumalandi (sorry for the term) yung ate?!!!?" WHAT DUH!?

Kung kelan tinanggap ko na na hindi na tlga.. Kung kelan handa na ko magsimula ulit, naun pa ko inatake ng bonggang bonggang selos..


ee.. wla ako karapatan na magselos kasi hnd kita GG, pero bongga tlga, selos as in.. Na-suffocate ako ng bongga dun, pramis.

At pagdating ko sa bhay, ang sakit ng ulo ko, dedz ako agad pagdating.. Hindi nacomprehend ng utak ko ang mga pangyayari. Kaya ngaun lang ako nag-blog eh.. Hanggang ngaun hindi pa din ako makaget-over..