Day 8 of Journalling

Today, I noticed that it is Monday and I purposely did not get up at 5 am, when I set my alarm last night. I purposely forget about my why. Why do I need to get up at 5 am? Is it because I am copying Amy Landino? It is because I wanted to seem that I have my life together?

I do. I want to seem that I have my life together that is why I copy Amy Landino because she is such a major inspiration for me right now. That is why I try to wake up at 5 am.

But what is really my why? Why do I wake up at 5 am? Why do I have to wake up at 5 am?

I think this is not about waking up early. This is about making my time useful. My body clock wakes me at 6am if I slept at 10pm or if I sleep at 12am, my body wakes me at 8 am. But right now, I wake Alex up so I get up at 6am.

Maybe, I need to get up too when she gets up and takes a bath. Since I cannot seem to manage to do anything now, other than scroll through social media if I have not taken a bath.

I have been meaning to launch my website soon but I have not been able to because I do not have enough content yet. I have also been meaning to write a novel or a book. I think when I heard Gretchen Rubin, she inspired automatically. Actually, it was Mel Robbins that got me to write again but it was Gretchen Rubin that affirmed it. I wanted to go into self-help but not a lot of Filipino Youtubers are into self-help or most Youtubers that I follow about self-help are foreign?

I've encountered this job at onlinejobs.oh. It is a good thing they are prepared to pay for the trial period. I have been looking for a paying writing job ever since I have decided to do writing as a full-time job while I think pursuing my passion for writing. I still need to learn so much about content creation, writing, and SEO. Soon, I will be able to launch my website and my podcast.